I was just bored and spending gave me something to do until I ran out of money and mom and dad wouldn’t give me any more and the scholarship money was out till next year. Spent all my spending money on crap like CD’s, a flat screen TV, Blue Ray. I hit all the bars in town even though I was just 18 I looked like I was in my early 30’s. I was so damn bored with this period in my life. I signed up for my classes and since I was on the football team, red shirted, I just went through the motions of going to class and going to practice.
I had a scholarship and was still one of the biggest men on campus but I still was the freshman and you know how it is when you move from top of the rung to the bottom things change. I thought I was going to be the tough guy and for the most part I was.
But as I graduated and moved on to college that changed. I was the jock, big man on campus, the thug dominant alpha male in high school.
